Countdown...3....

3 more days!! Went for facial yesterday. Proudly sponsored by my supervisor. THANK YOU Chee Kok!! The therapist recommended me a mask that can make a lot of difference. She told me her experience on her big day, etc. All the talking has made me forget about the extraction pains. Or, wait a minute. I don't think there's any pain during that action. Hahaha... CK said that perhaps my pain tolerance is high. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...

Aishah called just now to ask if she can help out. Yes dear, you can help me with the inai ya. Calling all VQs... if you wanna chat or help with the inai, turun rumah aku k... :)

I'm getting more anxious now... It's a matter of 3... 2...1! Boom!

Countdown...

6 days more. I'm freaking out! And of all times, my foot had to swell now!! And pimples are saying a big "HI!" now. Funcldsfhenfa!!!

Had to give yesterdays' dinner a miss. Damn. I hate it when I have to miss such good event. Poor SWC members had to find a replacement at such a last minute. So sorry! I totally regret it.

Received a call from Fatimah Mohsin. Gonna go for my final fitting next Wednesday. Next Wednesday!! My goodness. And I'm still fat! Double fucbkjsdfjegnfa!

Fiance keep calming me down. But what happens if something was to happen at the very last minute? A bigger pimple? Break-outs?? The swell of my left foot has gone down a bit now. Hopefully it'll will be okay by Monday.

I'm freaking out!! Freaking out!!

It has started.

Bila cincin disarung wakilnya

That feeling. That feeling is here again. But, it's worse now. It's gonna haunt me for another 12 more days now. I still feel as though I've missed out on some things although I've completed my part. Is everything gonna turn out alright on that day? Will there be parties out there planning to ruin my BIG day?

Everything completed. I've invited the necessary ones. Can't invite many as my parents have already invited their kampong people, the relatives, the friends, the relatives' friends, etc....

Haiz... close to a 1000 cards have been given out. That's the limit. Can't exceed that as we are only catering for 2000 people.

Hence, I would like to apologize in advance if you've not received an invitation from me. It's either I can't contact you or there's no more cards/space left. Hope you understand my situation, ya.

Let's see what I've done so far:
Invitation cards - designed, edit, print, sent
Mak Andam & Decor - booked, met up with for discussion, fittings, etc
Entertainment - booked
Wedding cake - booked
Clothings & other stuffs belonging to me - Packed into boxes
"Pampering Day" - not yet!!

With work and all, I've not had the time to go facial, spa, massage, etc... And so, would like to say thanks to my supervisor, for reminding, recommending, sponsoring, and accompanying me to the place ya! Thanks CK!

AND also thanks to Ayu. I'm sure the cupcakes and all will look and taste gooooooood!! Yummy! I trust your judgement.

12 more days now...

Controversy.

Someone asked, "Hey, u ni pakai tudung ke tak?"

Hmm, soalan yang paling mudah sekali. Kalau awak nampak saya pakai, saya pakailah. Bila awak tak nampak saya memakainya, jawapannya saya tak pakailah. Sedangkan my family members and his family members are not bothered whether aku pakai ke tidak, ada pulak orang lain yang menjadi risau. Hairan eh?

Told my parents about this. Respons mereka, "Kubur sendiri, sendiri jawab. So you don't have to be bothered dengan orang-orang yang suka jaga tepi kain orang lain."

Quite true. When I asked Hub about it, he simply told me, "Kalau you nak pakai, you pakai. I tak paksa. You mesti pakai dengan rela hati."

Well, after I'm married, of course I would want to don it, permanently. Berdakwah. Untuk menyempurnakan lagi agamaku. But right now, it's just as a starter, as a practice so that it won't come as a shock. You wanna call it ferring ke, step tutup-tutup ke, poser ke, I don't mind and you don't matter. Pendapat keluarga lebih penting.

No offence but to mereka-mereka yang tertanya-tanya sama ada aku ni memakai tudung atau tidak, stop wondering. You perhaps can instead think, why must I bother about other people's life sedangkan walhal diri sendiri tidak difikirkan?

Below are video klips made by other peeps.

Enjoy!

Men & Their Views.

Minah Tudung

Women & Their Views.

Hijab Jilbab Tudung.

Women of Islam.

Women Of Islam

Prize-Giving Day.

Haiz. Finally, the school term have come to an end. However, we still have to come back for staff meeting, etc.

As today's the last day, I took some pictures with my students. Especially a lot with Azrin, my P1 kid who's gonna transfer out to another school. Below is the only pic I have in my mobile. Gonna upload the other pics from my camera as the USB cable is not with me now.

Love her. She's so bubbly, sweet, pretty & cute! I loike!!

Happy Belated Burstday to Me!

How sweet! Last year, hubby held a birthday celebration for me at his house during hari raya. After the celebration, we went jalan-jalan hari raya with his large group of friends.

This year, due to the hectic schedule, we only managed to go out with Jali and Siti to his friends'. And after that, we went to Pizza Hut to have dinner. In exchange for my b'day cake, this was what I got. When we were done, off we went to take pictures. Tadaaa...

Same Name, Different Person, Different Date.

Look, look! The brides and the grooms have the same name, and that the 2 couples are getting married a week apart from each other. While my fiance and I go by the name, Mohamed Redzuan and Seri Rahayu, the other couple that's getting married after us, are named Muhammad Redzuan and Sri Rahayu.

Funny, right? My uncle got confused as he received the other invitation from his friend after he got my wedding invitation from my dad. Wak J, how can u forget your niece's marriage date.... :)

I missh my dearies...

I hate it. I can't ride my bike. I can't meet abang. I can't stay out late. I can't eat rice. I can't do this. I can't do that. Hmph!

All because I'm getting married. When I'm about to eat rice, mama will say "Oi, jangan makan nasi banyak-banyak. Gemuk nanti."

When I say I'm going out with my bike, baba say "Kau nak pegi mana? Ah, nanti baba hantar. Tunggu jap."

If only, my parents are to say "Eh, kau jangan buat keje rumah. Patah nanti jari-jemari tu..." Hahaha. That's just a wish.

Yesterday, I got to meet abang. We went out to jalan2 raya & to jemput his frens. Missh hugging his big round tummy!! I misssh eu... my darlings!

Diet programme.

Thanx Huda for recommending me this prog. It's really, and I mean, really, effective! Till now, I've lost 5 kg!!

When I first started work, I was 62kg. Now, I'm at 57.5 kg - 58 kg. I need to lose more. Even though Hub doesn't mind me being over-berisi, I still want to make sure that this stubbon fats, babats, disappear. Wanna look my best on that day. For him, it includes looking slim, sexy, seducing, appetizing, on that night. Wakakaka! Ok, ok, I shall stop here.

Some pics of Hari Raya.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

Congratulations.

Firstly, would like to congratulate Kak Shana, who has just given birth to a baby girl, & Kak Nurul, who tied the knot last week.

Next week, one of my senior is getting married. Congratulations to you too, in advance!

Congratulations to all the bride-bridegroom-to-be too!!

Cheers!

Dedicated to my dear bro.

Dear bro

Listen good. I am not comfortable with you having a nick such as mafia. It has a negative impression/image/impact/outlook/etc.

& I looked at your fren's pics on frenster. It ain't a good impression, ya. Please God, jauhkan adek lelaki aku ini daripada anasir-anasir yang kurang sihat.

Kakak harap kau tak terjebak dengan bende yang bukan2. Jgn terikut-ikut, faham? Take good care of the family, especially Kak Fidah. Lindungilah dia from bullies, etc. If you can't handle it alone, let me know. Tahulah aku macam mane nak ajar orang2 yang sewaktu dengannya.

Take care, & don't miss me too much after I move out, ya. Wakaka! Face it, I noe u'll miss me, esp bile aku bully kau kan?? Don't worry, rumah aku 2 streets away jek.


Your ever-loving & lovely (bluek!) sis
Rahayu

Thanx Cuzzies!

Aahh... Finally, thx to my 2 dear cuzzies, I finally made up my mind abt the decor. Must say thx to Fatimah Mohsin also. Alhamdulillah, I finally feel assured that I made the right choice. I'm praying hard that the theme I chose will look fantabulous!!

Is, lotsa thx for taking the half day off & perah-ing otak for the decor. U too, Dada. Not forgetting, another extra thx to Dada for the advance burstday prezzies. Love it!