Anger Management.

I don't know why. In the past, I used to flare up whenever and wherever I want. But now, it has kinda change. Vulgarities and all are hard to hear from me.

A different me. Learning to be a lil' patient. With hubby, esp. Or rather, those b****es ard. Have been tolerating them for quite some time now. But this one and only incident keep playing on my mind each time I'm aware that hubby's gonna go out, taking the train, etc...

Incident:
Hubby, MIL and me in the train. MIL sat at a different area. I sat at the corner. Hubby had to stand by my side, looking out the window. Next stop, Sembawang. A girl stand in front of him, doing gestures and sounds to attract his attention. I noticed. Kept doing it. I'm controlling my anger, jealousy rather, by now. Buey tahan ley. Luckily she was out by the time we reach Ang Mo Kio. Apa, aku ni tunggul? Siak aje... Inai di jari laki aku tu buat ape?? Ubatkan kelurut??! Dasar b****.

Kalau benda cam ni can happen when I'm ard, next to him, what more can happen when I'm not ard?!

Haiz... please lah. Plz dun force the other side of me out. You wudn't wanna imagine the scenario.